so, as i was breaking my mamas heart about joining the army she began scheming to keep me here. might i say, my mom is quite slick..... she has a realtor friend who she stuck on my ass to PERSUADE me to buy a home instead of enlisting. HAHA.. he said since our economy is poop right now, itd be easy for me to become a homeowner.

honestly, i like the thought of that. 23yrs old and having my own house??? paying a mortgage? then flipping it in 5-10yrs and making $$$$$$ out of all that equity????? okay! sure!

so this is my NEW plan. if my home loan gets approved by the bank im sticking around, working and going to nursing school... if they deny me, i will venture off with my initial plans of becoming a soldier. funny how my life lies in the hands of a bank- but i shall leave it up to god.

wooooo! the place i want to get is really nice ;)
its a loft downtown right by my old school! 2 bedroom 2 bath condo! but chicago is fucking expensive i hope i can afford this shit. LOL again, we shall see once the bank gets back to me. /me crosses fingers

anyway.... the girls are already in texas bootcamping for eswc... me and alice work so we wont be able to go till friday.. they seem to be having a lot of fun and im kind of jealous. im excited to go!!!!!

my computer is a PIECE OF SHIT from 1997 and i have been playing HORRRRRRRRRID. i fps drop when i see someone and when there is smoke my computer pretty much blows up. LOL so im excited to play on a nice computer and if i still suck, then theres no excuse im just bad. hopefully, my computer is the reason ive been playing so shitty because this is the most important tournament OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im pooped we played 9hrs straight today. back to sleep, work and more prac tomorrow.

stay tuned friends! we shall have more updates from tx and paris :)