So here I am, an educated person who's enjoying his fairly needed holidays right now. Oh yeah ofcourse that's great, or not ? Time to see the real facts coming down to this shit now.
In about four weeks it's going back to business, holidays are over and I'm going to work ... work ? *beep* *beep*
First problem spotted - I don't even have a job ?! Well that's strange, my teachers always said "Work hard and you'll get far" - Yep far into desaster right now. As mentioned earlier I'm an educated person, who's trying to make his first experience in the "real world" ( not hanging around in school yay ! ).
Within the last year at my school I've noticed several problems - "Who the fuck wants me ?". I had about plenty of refusals after applying for a job ( as trainee ofcourse ). I didn't get refusal cause of my bad certification ( which is actually quite good ), it's just seems like other people are still better than I (everytime) - Did I miss a new wave of young talent god's in school ? Do'h!
Okay so back to the words of my teacher ( my first doubts came in my mind at that point ). I continued searching for a job - till now. So I'm asking myself why the f**** is it so hard to get a job anywhere ? Sure I have some requirements for example what kind of job it should be, but that can't be a real answer to my situation. Maybe I should blame myself, yeah! The question is why ? I'm not dumb, I'm not lazy ... oh yeah maybe I should blame myself for being unlucky.
Poor me!