crisis or timing?

Im with insonia. Or maybe im too worried about my current situation. Soon im going to join a national company, this week we are finishing the contract and the burocratic part.
My father, went to Sao Paulo on monday, to work as menager... dont have more information about where or what. Im worried about him too. Never been close to each other, but when i grew up, i perceived that i loved him very much... never said this to him, maybe its time to forget my pride.
Not finishing so early guys ;]
I live with my wife and child. Yeah, i have a daughter. She is the main reason of my life. But me and her mother arent gettin very well lately.
So, what i want to say is, you will always be on pressure. From many sides, you will been pressured, a little bit here, a little bit over there. So when you perceive, you are in crisis.
Could i had gone to my mom and said that i wanted to come back to her home and live with them? Yes. But why didnt you do that? Maybe... its not time yet.
Weeks, days and minutes, can make a huge difference when you make a big decision. Be sure about your values and spots. Dont make sad who you love and loves you.
Crisis is directly connected to timing. Managing your timing, you can make everything look happier.
ps.: no matter how much you suffer, always thing about who you love.



Brazil plague

Some of you surelly heard about sogamed.com, that was one of the biggest e-sports portals until 2002. But you know why that got in such low level. Im not talking about coverage, news or whatever; im talking about what make the comunity, the people. Some guys that i know, were crazy about hits. Oh :( im shame talking about this. Dont know how to translate this, but brazil is a fuckin crazy country. Some guys cant see numbers increasing that go straight to push it up.
Brazil is a country that loves fashion stuffz, internet fashion is on it too. One excelent example is what orkut.com have been in such a few months. There were a few brazilians, until it got on news papers, kids, girls and guys talking to each other about this fever. So, as sogamed, we conquered it.
Im sure that it wont happen to sk-gaming.com. :) If it would happen, it surelly would have happened already.
Dont worry, we are having fun with orkut.com.
ps.: sorry about my english.
dont practice it fluently. hope you understand my message :) thats the point
cheers



Intro

All of you shouldnt know me. Im not a famous person, and never tryed to be. Didnt played well any esports game, in nattionally range. But it never made me dislike watch nice matches, mainly on a high level.
I was an active player until 2004. When some of mine responsability got bigger than my will to play. My daughter made 2 years old and i look at myself and said: "Wtf. You are in a 3rd world country, gaming will never return you money enought to feed your family."
For who dont know, i live with my wife and kid :) Yeah, its nice to have your own home, no one ordering you to do this or that. But to the long one of the time you order yourself as your parents ordered you. Cause that was the right thing.
That was a little intro about myself. Wish to pass good values on what I live in the daily one.
It is everything for today.

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