I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now
Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
oh I...
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now
Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
oh why...
I want to go back to
Believing in everything
Today I was listening to this song by Evanescence and somehow it always manages to triggers forgotten feelings. I even have on my MSN one of the verse translate in Korean :
"?? ??? ??? ???, ??? ?? ???? ??'
where did my heart go, an uneven trade for the real world
No I ain't gosu at Korean but it's good to have friends who can translate for you when you need heheh ^-^.
Anyway, don't you sometimes feel that when you were a child you were feeling the ppl, the places, the feelings, everything different? I sometimes wonder why everything changed so dramatically?. I still go and visit or live near same places I used to when I a child but I don't have same feeling nemore. I don't hold same joy in my heart when spring is coming or summer and same joy when summer holiday was arriving when i was free of school and other worries as i did when i was a child. Where did my feelings went to? why everything seemed to be more magical, why did the sun seemed to glow brighter back in those days.
What are those things which keep continue to jade you heart with each day passing by?
I do feel somehow lost in a translation. I don't feel anything is known to me, everything seems to be weird, acts following weird rules i feel trapped in a strange world and I cant wake up nor escape.
I feel sometimes relived when i manage to return to the world so known to me, my dreams, my places the things I've keep doing and visited so many times. things there do make sense, I feel the calm and the peace even in the most terrible nightmares.
I want to go back believing everything and not knowing nothing at all...
"Every life is a march from innocence, through temptation, to virtue or vice."
~Lyman Abbott~